I went on a spiritual journey of self discovery, which took 20 years to find the answers were already within

I was going through depression and memory’s of what I had being through in my child hood. One night I cried so much and made myself not wanting to go to sleep. What happened next was really frightening as I had never experienced anything like this before. 

(I have never taken depression tablets) I had a out of body experience (That’s when your soul comes out your body). This really frightened me and I was scared as I had no idea what was happening. While I was out of my body I saw other souls and experienced lots of frightening things.

This carried on for twenty years and it was the scariest thing I had ever experienced. In the end I said whoever was with me to leave me alone. It stopped for a bit until I had an accident and this brought it all back again. I started to come out my body again, I saw souls and my own soul. 

I decided to find out what and why it was happening to me. I also found out how to stop my soul coming out of my body and keep myself balanced by grounding myself. As I was learning I became very spiritual and often I would get visits from the spirit world. It would only happen on awakening as I was more relaxed. I have seen my guides and my baby that I lost few years ago. I have experienced a lot of amazing things and I do have different guides around me. I can tell by different fragrances and their scents. 

So you see I really do hear angels. It’s started off as a buzzing sound and slowly turning to music. 

Heaven is amongst us~Saw a soul

I was speaking to a lady in a supermarket this morning and I could see this girl, aged roughly 3 to 4 with curly mosey hair playing around this lady's legs. She was being mischievous and I could see mum telling her off as she kept pushing the shopping trolly away from the till. 

After a bit I said to this lady, where is your daughter as I couldn't see her anymore! This is where I was so shocked as the lady's reply was, at school. I didn't say anything to this lady of what I saw but I've being praying for a girl since last night who has passed away. 

I know in Islam we are not meant to be seen souls but heaven is amongst us and our creator must of wanted me to see this. Who ever this girl was, she showed me that she was happy and being taken care of by this women that I saw with her. 

Think our creator gave me such a soft heart and I can't help it if I see souls. 

But please carry on praying for this little girl as she adapts to the spirit world and her new home. 

Amen 

No one is perfect

No one is perfect in this world and we will always have lessons to revisit. But the question will be, what did you learn  from this experience?

"I learned that I'm one amazing women whose heart is so full of love that she just wants to give to whom ever that comes into my life"

Going into work and I intend to share this overpowering love with the people that will enter my life. 

If you are going through difficult times, find you and the purpose of the whys. You will find it!

I can finely say the cravings have passed

Those cravings of missing loved ones, yes I can finely say I made it through today. It was my mums birthday today and no I didn't make that phone call. After the disaster of the events that folded before my eyes the last time, that time I found out that there was more victims created because of this silence and family honour meaning more then their daughters. To some it might seem like I'm this cold hearted women who has no respect for my elders but believe me that's not the case. I know what would have happened if I made that phone call, more pain, sorrow and again taken back to that dark place. This time I chose my feelings, I chose to be selfish and look after the family that our creator made in the place of the loss of those thousands of family members who said that they would love me for ever but when my time came, they all walked away.

Life does get better and its true, you do find that peace within again. I like it at the place that I've found myself at, helping others and no I won't go back to that awful place that was full of nightmares.

But will you all help me by sending loving prayers to everyone that's walked away from my life as I will never ever send hate back to them. May they all be at peace and forever stay blessed as this daughter loves them very much, those brothers, sisters, cousins, aunties, uncles and everyone else that came into my life to teach me a lesson.

Great, got tears in my eyes. :( but you all know me, I'm made of strong stuff and will bring myself out this state.

Allah knows best, after all his one of the greatest planners of our lives and we must have trust in him.

Ameen

Love Sara Khan

Live a life of truth

Live a life of truth, clean heart and divine will enter your soul. If you find that there is something that needs sorting, take steps, be brave and that heart will heal. When you reach that state of pure happiness, well you are nearly there. Hold onto your breath, be very careful not to trip as greed will be sent your way and you will have to start all over again. Just visualise yourself standing on the top of this amazing mountain. Then look back down to the steps that you have taken, never forget your journey as that will guide you in the future to come. Do go back though to hold onto the next persons hand that you see as you are their support know!

This was written in my destiny by Allah and I will deliver!

Insha Allah I will get there! Just watch as I take my steps to pure love and deliver my words of pure peace but my heart must stay pure, always.

But this journey comes with struggles and heartache that only the person living it can understand.

Many may not like what I say or do but again it's their choice. If I feel the need to share I will do that.

I am not God nor do I feel I am, I feel what I say and for a lot of people my thoughts help them move on in life! This is a fact, as I get many messages of appreciation.

We are not here to judge any one hence, please do not judge.

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Life's on a standstill

Life can go on standstill, that stasis and that stillness as you wait for that moment that it will all takeoff. While your waiting for that time, take a back seat and just watch the world as it goes by, that feeling and that quietness as it will only be short lived.

Love Sara Khan and yes I'm waiting for that moment but being very patient. X

Happy Birthday dear Grandmother

It's my grandmothers birthday today and I'm going to share one of my experiences that I had when she came to visit me from the spirit world.

I regularly sense the presence of my grandmother around me, that smell that she comes with to remind me that she is watching over me! All my guides have different smells to indicate who is with me. She has an fragrance that is unique to me and when I get this smell, I now its her. One of the experiences that I had was when I had an out of body experience, my grandmother floated near me and kissed my forehead. I felt her skin, her touch onto my skin and it was an magical experience, one that I will never forget.

Happy Birthday my dear grandmother, I love you dearly and always will. As you now I started this journey with tears, heartache and lots of pain. Who would have thought that your granddaughter that was once disowned by everyone in the family would one day be accepted into hearts of millions all around the world. My dear grandmother stand with me as I say thank you to the world for holding my hand and supporting me, as it does mean allot. It's because of their continues support, energy that ables me to do what I do, then there is my strength and willpower to succeed. But one thing that I have promised the world, I will come back down from the top of this mountain which is so high and help the next person. That is my word to them and they can hold me to this promise.

Yes, my dear grandmother is with me on most days, how lucky am I. All my blood family might have left me on earth but I got a gift, my grandmother from the spirit world who stands with me on my spiritual journey.

Happy Birthday dear grandmother.

Love and Peace

Sara Khan x